I am writing from Balgownie, a cottage in South Haven, Michigan. I’m sitting two feet from the fireplace wearing long pants, a fleece, socks and my chemo cap. I had a hot shower this morning, but only after warming my towel and clothes by the fire. It’s cold! (Last night I bought a heating blanket at Walmart so I could sleep better.)
Last July, while sitting on the beach in St. Joseph, I emailed Nancy Zmuda to see if I could “call dibbs” on a September weekend at the cottage. I usually come a couple times in the spring and in the fall, but didn’t make it up last May/June at all. I’d finally made it to a Pure Michigan beach late July. Nancy wrote back right away and said to pick a date, so I chose the weekend of September 13-15.
Shortly after that Laura wrote to see if there was a weekend for us to go to the cottage in September. She only had two available weekends: 9/6-8 or 13-15. I decided to extend my stay at the cottage to include both a family time (Thursday through Saturday) and a girls’ weekend (Sunday through Monday or Tuesday.) I invited my family and a few friends.
Temperatures soared to the high 90s earlier in the week, but the forecast for the weekend was much cooler.
On Thursday morning I was at The Dinner Club by 9 am to fix 8 meals for our 5-day stay at the cottage. By 10:30 I was on the road, car packed full and convertible top down. I drove to St. Joe’s where I stopped for lunch on the patio of one of my favorite South Michigan restaurants. From there it was a short 20 minute drive to the cottage. As soon as I unloaded the food and most of my belongings, I headed to the beach.
Laura, Kellen, Lizi and John arrived a few hours later and the fun began. We had a good meal and returned to the beach for our first beautiful sunset. My sister-in-law joined us after dark. The next day was sunny but cool. We went apple picking in the morning and spent the afternoon at the beach. Kellen started out in a long-sleeved shirt, jeans and a fleece but kept getting his clothes wet so more and more came off. Eventually he was down to his fleece and a diaper, and later even the diaper came off!
Late that night Taylor arrived. He’d been planning to drive up with Johnny who’d just arrived home from Colorado on the train. Because of the torrential rains in Colorado this week, John’s train was 3 hours late leaving Denver and a couple hours late in arriving. John had camped with his friends earlier in the week, getting soaked and chilled and by the time he arrived, he had a good cold underway. He decided to stay home and nurse the cold for a day or two before coming up.
The next morning, Laura asked if we’d babysit while she and Taylor had a date. I suggested a coffee shop in South Haven, but she wanted to go to St. Joe’s where they had a Starbucks. John suggested that we meet them later and go out for dinner. Although it was out of character for John to suggest dinner out (for 6-7 of us) and I had plenty of meals already prepared, I went along with it because everyone else seemed keen on it.
It wasn’t so easy to get me off the beach. It had finally warmed up a bit and by mid-afternoon, I finally was feeling warm for the first time since arriving (i.e. I could take off my sweatshirt on the beach.) I was really enjoying the sunshine and the beach when Connie came down and said that John didn’t want to bring Kellen to the beach and let him get all dirty so he thought we should just pack up and take him to a park before meeting Laura and Taylor. I said “no way.” I wanted to be at the beach and couldn’t understand why anyone thought it a bother to clean up a small child. Larry and Connie headed up to get ready for dinner and I said I’d be up at 4:20, ready to leave by 4:30. (Our reservations were for 6 pm.) A few minutes later, Lizi came down and said I needed to come now because they had a surprise for me. I gave in and left the beach, none too happy. On the way up, I came across John, who told me Laura had called and wanted to do family pictures at a park before dinner. I grumbled, “That’s my surprise?” I don’t even like pictures. But I went on up to the cottage to get ready.
When we got to the park, we found Laura, Taylor, Kellen and Johnny waiting. I had called Johnny to let him know our plans to meet in St. Joe’s for dinner so I was only mildly surprised to see him there. I gave him a big hug (hadn’t seen him in 5 weeks) and asked him if he drove. He told me he’d gotten Aunt Marilyn to bring him. I looked around to see where she was and he pointed in a general direction and said somewhere over there. I started looking for her to say thank you for bringing him up. (She’d planned to come up on the next day.)
As I walked away looking for her, I started noticing some familiar faces gathered in a nearby pavilion and figured out that there really was a surprise underway. Soon a group emerged and yelled “Surprise!” I smiled (and tried to figure out what exactly we could be celebrating. My 60th birthday isn’t until October!) Turns out it was a 60th Birthday/End of Chemo celebration. Laura had been planning it since early August.
Even better was the surprise of discovering friends and family from Chicago, Detroit, and even Ohio. I walked around greeting and hugging everyone, including Mari sporting new hair growth. I cried.
Laura had done a fantastic job, not only of pulling off a surprise but planning a lovely picnic on the beach. Instead of being on a date, she and Taylor had spent the afternoon claiming the pavilion, decorating and greeting the arriving guests. Taylor left to pick up the catered food that Laura had ordered. We ate, we talked, we laughed. We watched a beautiful sunset 🙂 We ended the night by taking Kellen and my two nephews on the carousel at Silver Beach and then returned to the cottage for a little
more fireside visiting.
During dinner, there were a toasts to life, to growing old gracefully, to friendship and to health. The next day I wished I’d gotten up to thank everyone for coming and given a toast to good friends and family. I missed my chance at that moment, but can add it here in my blog:
I’ve been blessed this year to have good friends and family standing with me throughout my cancer journey. From the initial diagnosis, early testing, through surgery, recovery, Disney, and months of chemo, you’ve visited, dropped off meals, sent flowers, called, written, given me rides, sat with me through chemo, visited with me by the pool and read my blogs. And now, some of you traveled to spend an evening on the beach celebrating with me. Thank you. To friends and family!
Pictures: (If they come out in order): 1. Celebrating 60 & End of Chemo; 2.Great Food 3. Gifts and 4. Fellowship ; 5.Mari toasting me. (I look grim but I think i was trying to avoid crying; 6. Me and my two brothers (I look more like them than I ever have); 7 and 8. Sunset and Pavilion pictures; 9. Kellen and Simon on the Merry-go-Round; 10.Master planner Laura and two helpers. (Notice the nice baby bump 😉